wow this is disgusting.
its true what they say, when you used to be fat
you'll NEVER be happy with how good you look.
sad but true.

honestly, the more i think about it the more i realize, life isnt about making $$$, being famous and recognized, its all about discovering the world for what it is and what it has to offer you. dont be sad that youre not famous because you dont have to be, just live life and find that sense of tranquility within YOUR world not OTHER PEOPLES world.

i have school in 3 hours but i cant seem to put my head onto my pillow and give my dreams a sweet kiss on the forehead. the constant flow of artistic and futuristic motifs is too much for me to lay to rest. i could probably tell you everything you need to know about life but then the mystery that we would all love to uncover would be unsheathed. people really interest me. the most unexpected people say and think the most unexpected things. the people we believe to think of nothing but love, flowers and rainbows actually live in a shroud of sadness and despair and the strange lonely kid in the corner loves life to such an extent its beautiful. i cant seem to shake these shivers away from my body, a natural response to the harsh weather of the environment, stimulating yet irritating. i cant stop bobbing my head to the local kids' electronic beats and melodies. there is such sweet beauty in the world, and its right there, waiting for us to realize it. i cant wait for my future, i know i wasnt given all this talent to just sit down and wonder off into my artistic mind, it must be exploited to its fullest extent. exploiting is horrible but i must do it to myself so the world could understand, there is no mystery to anything, only truths shrouded in lies and confusion. fake it till you make it people, fake it till you make it.

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the act of changing the world is much like the act of love.
one thing at a time.

a lot of questions have been answered today and im not going to lie, its kind of sad. SAD MOMENT OVER! honestly, though my life is SO MUCH DIFFERENT than it was a month ago, im actually alright with it. there is always going to be a time and place but for right now, standing still is strangely comforting. and although i am jealous that some people are getting a head start, i have a sneaky feeling that i will be alright in the end.

im drifting, but for some reason, i dont mind